This is not the end.

This is not the end of the story. i just wanted you to hear the begining of it. i have many more stories to tell... keep watch on the sky... There will be more

My Angel Allie (part 4)

The longer the wait, the sweeter the reward... God gives to those who wait... I am thankful for that... he has given me what i have been waiting and looking for... And now I hold that which he has given me.... never to let go...
As the full moon now rises high above us... so bright and so full... I feel my legs slip out from under me... as I go rolling down the hill... unable to stop... I hear my angel calling to me..... as I come to a rest at the bottom I hear a river flowing.... and I see a pond with a single tree standing there.... As I start to get up I hear my angel cry... "Are you ok?".. My only reply is a simple nod... She runs into my arms and I hold her close... in the pond next to us the moon reflects it beauty... And the tune begins to play again... hold her tight and as we dance in the moon light again.... I say to her "I love you. My Angel Allie"
I will love you forever and always... never to let go... never to leave your side.... I will be here for you always... when ever you need me I am with you... My love Allie....

My Angel Allie (part three)

As I think to myself unable to speak.... She says these words to me... "I know we have just met... But I feel like I've known you all of my life.... I know you have had a rough childhood... But it is over now... You have finished the race and started a new one... It is time to..." As I look up from the ground into her beautiful eyes she begins to trail off... and I see myself in her eyes..... The lifeless, soulless, black eyes that I have can tear through the very fabric of a persons being.... Through all the smoke and mirrors... I see what most try to hide... The side they keep deep inside of them.... As my gaze meets hers, she stops talking and returns my gaze... Her eyes are so pure... full of love and kindness... As we sit facing each other my lips utter those three little words.... "I love you"... Her eyes get wide and fill with tears of joy... As we embrace under the setting sun.. the full moon begins to rise.... and a tune begins to play... I take her hand and ask... "May I have this dance?".... as we dance in the moon light... turning in circles... spinning around and around... We hold each other tight.... Holding each other close I say those three words again... "I love you."... Her eyes light up and her face turns red... Our eyes meet once again and she looks at me now with a puzzled look on her face... she says.." Your eyes have changed colors.".. This is a puzzlement to my.... but we continue to dance in circles under the full moon light... Her smile so pure... Her eyes so bright... I have never seen such beauty... Her beauty can not be described by words of this earth... because her beauty is not of this earth.... My heart burns with a flame hotter then the hottest furnis... Though we have just meet I feel like i have known her forever... I have been looking for this person for nine long years... Nine long, grewling, dreadful years.. But all worth what I see here now dancing with me.

My Angel Allie (part 2)

..... I awake with a fright.. not knowing what's in sight... Thinking it was a dream.. But I hear a sweet voice say... "You are ok."... I turn around... and sure enough where I laid while sleeping... There she was... The most beautiful angel.... I tried to speak... but no word would form in my mouth... My soulless eyes meet hers and then i see that she was sent by God to take me out of the darkness.... I sit on the grass.... my gaze not going astray... She comes over to me and holds me in her arm.... her long blond hair... so soft... touches my face.... I rest my head on her shoulder.. A strange sent drifts in the air... a sent so sweet.... i feel her hands grasp mine... as our fingers interlock... our gazes meet again... her beauty surpasses that of anything that this world has to offer....I feel something strange... a feeling I have never had....love... I have been looking for this for over nine years... something I never thought I would ever feel... I hear her say to me..."Your work is done.... your faith has staid.... and God has sent me to bring you to the light..." She has done more then i ever could have asked....I could never ask for more.... She has given me a bright future... she has given me that which I had not before... she has kindled the fire in my soul and love in my heart...

My Angel Allie (part one)

As I walk in the darkness... without a person to call friend or a place to call home. I dwell in the darkest abyss... my feelings are hollow and not but ash... I feel nothing.. No love... no joy.. no happiness... no fear... So I walk alone in this dark place for there is no other that belongs here.... Just as I start to fall into the darkest hole in the darkest place.... I hear a voice from above.... A light appears and a hand reaches out... to pull me into the light.... As I am pulled into the light... I think to myself... Who is this that is sent to help?.... As I sit on the ground and allow my eyes to ajust... I see that we are in a medow... I see a figure sitting next to me... this figure is not that of a man.... But of a lady... a girl to be exact... I look up from the ground and my eyes meet hers.... Her face is that of such beauty that it is not of this earth.... Her deep blue eyes take my breath away.... I feel a pounding in my chest... It's my heart... That which was hard as stone now beats like a drum...and my blood which was as thick as ice now runs like that of a stream from the mountains.. so pure and free... As we continue to stare at each other...I try to speak... But I begin to grow weak... My eyelids grow heavy and my gaze begins to fade... Then I hear her say... "Sleep, God's little sheep."... I lay my head down on her lap... and as I drift into sleep I hear her hum a soft tune... so sweet and beautiful I can't help but sleep......